OUT OF CONTROL



There are times when life takes an unexpected turn – for the better of for the worse. Sometimes uncertainty looms like a huge expecting cloud, ominous and dark. You feel that you are all alone and are being dragged down into the whirlpool of desperation. People deride you for your lack of strength and meekness of character. You don’t have a place to call as your own; you suddenly miss the familiarity and keeps on thrashing blindly for a handhold. You feel that all your talents has been drowned down the drain in a single day, all that you thought and held were precious vanishes into thin air. Heavy and harsh words pierce you like arrows. It hurts more when this comes from the unexpected quarters. And you cannot express your feelings as easy as you used to do. You have to face being called a quitter, and are worried all along about being wilted down under the pressure. You are not yourselves any more. The controls are handled by someone somewhere; you have to walk through the line that they draw and keep on walking through till they are satisfied. The sugar coated controls are designed to deceive you, they will prompt you into thinking that you are in control, and all the time you are out of it. It will be too late when you realize your mistake. You will get bombarded by the control instructions so badly that you will think you are under cluster bombardment in a world war scenario. This constant tug of war goes on till the wire breaks and you are pulled free. You are free to do whatever you like; you are free to act on your own without the fear of being reprimanded, without the fear of being called a loafer. So when things turn unexpected for the worse, always remember that the controls are held by strings that can always break – and real soon if you keep at it. So keep pulling at the control struts, break away, feel free, live your life without any bothers, fear or regrets.

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